OOOO...SAXY SAID: YOU LUV ARE SUFFERING FROM IDC.

I'm not feeling well tonight. I've decided to turn off the computer. I've turned off the radio and television. Finally, I closed this month’s issue of Vogue.

"From a state of purity, when there is no good and bad, to sophistication, which comes with seduction, greed, debauchery amongst all other evils that dominate the world".

~ BLANQ / Jeffrey Wang 王九思

http://www.blanqworld.com/

What's wrong with me?

I feel like crap. Maybe if I take a long shower. I will feel better in a few minutes. Damn I'm in so much pain.

"Yes this is the progression of a woman".

Honey it feels so good to pull this damn three hundred dollar Imani wig off. I'm glad to finally get these eight hundred dollar Gucci heels off they were killing my feet. It's going to take me 20 minutes to get all this M.A.C. makeup off, I hate this part. Who in the hell invented contact lenses? I'm so glad to get these blue color Pearl Vision contact lenses out. Damn, I'm feeling worst...I've never felt pain like this.

"On the verge of decadence she struggles, for individuality, for virtue, for her own soul". ~ BLANQ / Jeffrey Wang 王九思

Looking in the mirror I noticed something. I'm not very tall; just average height. I'm not thin; I'm considered thick. My skin is not light; it's as dark as chocolate. My hair is not long, straight or blond; it's reddish brown, short and curly. I don't have perfect straight teeth; I have a slight gap. My eye are not pool blue; their dark brown. My nose is broad and wide fitting my face. My lips are not thin and light;

I have full and skin tone lips.

"A woman who morphs from innocence to struggles, and back to innocence".

~ BLANQ / Jeffrey Wang 王九思

I just cant take the pain any more. I feel like I'm going to pass out. Maybe if I throw cold water on my face. I have to sit down. I'm just going to sit here and close my eyes for a minute.

"In the end amidst all chaos, she unites with peace of mind, living with a sober fact that she is just one of them, and she can't hide.

That is her IDENTITY".
~ BLANQ / Jeffrey Wang 王九思
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I must have passed out. That's it! I'm going to the doctor. Everyday around this time, I feel like this. Dr. Dozier needs to tell me something other than that same ole song.